There are times when it’s better to let things happen, rather than insisting on how we want them to be done ~

Today is my off day. a rest day for everyone :) , a day where everyone says "Have a break , have a kit kat" :). But not for me :). I'm studying my ass out. Studying 10 to 12 hours a day so that I can follow my dream to become a doctor :). Not because I had to ,  but because I want to :). My mum always say , "Follow your dreams" , and here I am following it but at the same time suffering ==". But I guess if you want something , you have to work hard for it :)

Here in KL , I had fun. There are some good times , and some bad :). But all in all , I find it quite enjoying. Without a doubt , I knew since the beginning , my life is interesting and full of surprises :). Never one day I think that tomorrow will bring nothing into my life :). So if I'm not mistaken , I should be back in Miri next week as the holiday season is on :). The spirit is here as I am looking forward to buy my Baju Melayu :) At the same time , I am still worried about my flight back to miri D:!!!! What if i dun get to go back to miri this coming holiday D:!!!??? GOSH =="!

Everyday , I always have a thinking about my friends and family back in my home town. How are they? Are they fine? Any recent news? And many other unanswered questions. Never one day I miss thought bout them. :) I too miss my band :). Hopefully everything will be stable when I go back :). Ohya, I CANT BELIEVE THE STUPID MUSIC STORE FORGET TO SEND THE QUOTATION FOR THE MARCHING TUBA TO MY SCHOOL D:!!!!! AGAIN D:!!!!!  This is one of the reason my blood pressure increases ==". I have to return to Sarawak to redo this quotation thinggy D:!!! I'm so tired figuring out this shit ==".

My friends in miri does not know how much I miss them :). Cindy Ling and Joseph has been keeping in touch with me :) And so has Daniel and Wilson :) I told them that I'll be back soon , and I will bring some souvenirs back too :) Cindy told me that she missed me so much , and has always mention me when in conversation with Cassandra :) So I was like AWW :') . Cindy also said that I am like an elder brother to her since she is the eldest and she has no elder brother :). I too told her that she is like a younger sister to me :) Both of them , Cassandra and Cindy are like my little sister that I never had :)

Joseph in the other hand is also like my little bro ^^ , just naughtier =P! But all in all, I miss my little brothers and sisters in the band :). Cindy told me to find and buy a teddy bear for Cassandra and herself . I went out yesterday the whole day , but I have yet to found a bear for them :) I'll go out again soon and look for the bears :). I also will buy something special for them, but I have to wait till I have cash ==". I can't believe I'm out of cash ==". What have I been spending on D:?!?!? Damn ==" , RM400 a week not enough la....