One of the worst feelings is being forgotten by someone you'll never forget.

So today is my last day here in Kuala Lumpur :). I'll be back in my beloved home town , MIRI :D!!! I'll be stepping on Sarawak soil in no time :D! I was in high hope to go back and drive my beloved car as well as see my friends :) I wanna hang out with them :) I also wanna go and visit my beloved school :D!!! Gonna wanna see my friends especially my little brothers and sisters in the band :D! Oh yea , and give the presents to my little sisters and also brother :3

I've bought many many key chains from Sabah for my friends :) Since I'm now in KL , I taken the opportunity to do a little shopping for my two little sisters and my brother :) I've spent too much in Kl ==" , I'm out of cash even in my bank... But I guess for just this once , should be fine :D. ( I hope ) No more spending money like there is no tomorrow =="!!!!  I managed to buy something special for my two little sisters :D! Habis duit ==". Oh yea , and I managed to go and enjoy myself at mid valley personal shopping :D!

I was supposed to go back to Sarawak today (19/8/2011) but I guess something came up  and therefore I have to entertain it and stay here another two days. What could possibly happen :D!?!?!? (Finishes money next day ==)  I will , and when I say I will  so I will manage my money wisely^^!!! Watch me dad =P!!! I can managed my money all by myself =P!!!! (* money finishes once once again ==") wait and be patient then =P!

I'll be back this Sunday :) Just wait for me miri :D!!! Oh yea, and tomorrow there is a sponsored trip to Sunway Lagoon ==" I dun wanna go , its boring D:!!

There are times when it’s better to let things happen, rather than insisting on how we want them to be done ~

Today is my off day. a rest day for everyone :) , a day where everyone says "Have a break , have a kit kat" :). But not for me :). I'm studying my ass out. Studying 10 to 12 hours a day so that I can follow my dream to become a doctor :). Not because I had to ,  but because I want to :). My mum always say , "Follow your dreams" , and here I am following it but at the same time suffering ==". But I guess if you want something , you have to work hard for it :)

Here in KL , I had fun. There are some good times , and some bad :). But all in all , I find it quite enjoying. Without a doubt , I knew since the beginning , my life is interesting and full of surprises :). Never one day I think that tomorrow will bring nothing into my life :). So if I'm not mistaken , I should be back in Miri next week as the holiday season is on :). The spirit is here as I am looking forward to buy my Baju Melayu :) At the same time , I am still worried about my flight back to miri D:!!!! What if i dun get to go back to miri this coming holiday D:!!!??? GOSH =="!

Everyday , I always have a thinking about my friends and family back in my home town. How are they? Are they fine? Any recent news? And many other unanswered questions. Never one day I miss thought bout them. :) I too miss my band :). Hopefully everything will be stable when I go back :). Ohya, I CANT BELIEVE THE STUPID MUSIC STORE FORGET TO SEND THE QUOTATION FOR THE MARCHING TUBA TO MY SCHOOL D:!!!!! AGAIN D:!!!!!  This is one of the reason my blood pressure increases ==". I have to return to Sarawak to redo this quotation thinggy D:!!! I'm so tired figuring out this shit ==".

My friends in miri does not know how much I miss them :). Cindy Ling and Joseph has been keeping in touch with me :) And so has Daniel and Wilson :) I told them that I'll be back soon , and I will bring some souvenirs back too :) Cindy told me that she missed me so much , and has always mention me when in conversation with Cassandra :) So I was like AWW :') . Cindy also said that I am like an elder brother to her since she is the eldest and she has no elder brother :). I too told her that she is like a younger sister to me :) Both of them , Cassandra and Cindy are like my little sister that I never had :)

Joseph in the other hand is also like my little bro ^^ , just naughtier =P! But all in all, I miss my little brothers and sisters in the band :). Cindy told me to find and buy a teddy bear for Cassandra and herself . I went out yesterday the whole day , but I have yet to found a bear for them :) I'll go out again soon and look for the bears :). I also will buy something special for them, but I have to wait till I have cash ==". I can't believe I'm out of cash ==". What have I been spending on D:?!?!? Damn ==" , RM400 a week not enough la....

It Happened because it is a sign

Today the orientation for my university finally ended. HORAY :D!!! During the orientation closing ceremony , there were four performances that entertained the crowed. Among the performances were modern dance , duet and solo singers , magic act and choir perform my me and a group of other students. Stupid choir ==" , so malu D:!!! How was I involved in this D:?!?!?! Oh yea, I remembered ==" , a cute Kadazan girl asked if I wanted to join their choir ==". I was WEEK D:!!!! So I said Yes ==".... FML...

So two days ago, I decided to join the choir. I seriously thought it would be a good idea. But WADAFAQ D:?!?!?! We were supposed to have a practice session at night , but no... I have no idea why the girls did not show up. I was actually so pissed up , but I just shut up and sit down like an ass. I don't know about them , but I take music seriously. I wanted to scold people , but yeah... I'm an ass... Wasted my time... I actually wanted to do some bucket drumming , but I don't think there is enough time.....

Now finally it is the day I start studying again , but this time as a student in a higher learning institute :D!!! But my foundation has only three students in it ==". Haha... There is Kak Siti and my room mate , Harvie :) They are both from Sarawak :) Its good to have some Sarawak friends here :D! But then, now I partially forget how to speak Bahasa Melayu Sarawak ==". Now I am able to speak in Bahasa Melayu Sabah D:!!! OMG XD!!!! What happened to me =="!!!

So, now my main topic is SABAH GIRLS XD!!! OMG!!!!! AWESOME XD!!!! Melvin and I are enjoying ourselves here :D!! Haha =P!!!! But we will never forget our main purpose to come here, which is to pursue  a higher learning education to enable us to be a someone in the future :D! And not forgetting its the fasting month now :D!!! So happy fasting to those who are fasting :D! Gonna try to fast as well coz I wanna go on a diet :). Hari Raya soon :D! And I am planning to go home to my home town :D! Hopefully I can :) I miss everyone :D

The Next Chapter in my Life

So I'm now finally in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah :) Gonna pursue my studies here and go back home a SOMEBODY :D!!! One by one, my friends left to continue their studies , and finally now, its my turn :) A few days ago , or maybe it was yesterday =="? , my drumsticks that I ordered finally arrived :) I was over the moon :) , but too bad on that day itself , is my last day to see the brass band. I will miss listening to the band :) , and seeing them walking around because they are so short :3 Surely I'd miss them a lot :'(.

I managed to leave some personal message in some band member's facebook inbox :) , some replied , and some din't :) , but all in all , I guess its fine :). 'She' have not replied my inbox message yet, but yeah, I guess I'll just wait :). She could be busy with the brass band or she might not have time to go online :) , but its okay to me :) Cassandra managed to chat with me a little before I left for KK :) She told me some matters regarding the band that concerns her :) So yeah, I listen :) And and and I promised her that I'll buy chocolates for her when I come back :) And I always keep my promise :) Chocolates are cheap here :D! Hey, you know what :)? Cassandra is a cute and beautiful name :) I wanted to visit my band one last time this morning, but I was too busy :'(

This morning before I left for the airport , I cleaned my room and started sealing boxes that I am  bringing to KK :). When the clock strikes 11a.m , my dad, mum and I left for the airport. After dropping my luggage at the luggage drop counter, off to the departure hall :) After waiting roughly 20 minutes, its boarding time :D , of all the aviation vehicle to be chosen from, my mum bought my dad and I Mas Wings ==". Firstly its so stuffy, secondly the facilities sucks and finally, the plane is so noisy ==" Gosh D:!! And the stewardess is not pretty at all D:! What kind of airline service is this ==". Well, at least they gave me some free beverages and light food. So I curi many cupcakes from the airline food thinggy =P!!! *evil laugh XD

So upon arriving at the Kota Kinabalu international airport , my dad and I took a cab to our hotel. We are currently staying at the Grand Hotel at One Borneo. Some kind of 4 star hotel this is ==" , towel smell so weird ==". But what to do D:! So after checking in (very slow service at the reception ==") my dad and I went to the One Borneo Mega Mall to look around and search for my college :3 Its conveniently located at the ground floor of the shopping complex =P! Thats right , everything I need is at the shopping complex :D!!! 7/11 , Kamdar , Giant , Sony , Parkson , and tons of tons more :D!!!! I could spoil my life here =P!!!

Tomorrow is my registration day :) , and after that, I'll be able to see the apartment that I'll be staying in :) May God bless my journey in pursuing education :) , may He also bless my little brothers and sister in the band to guide them to be more discipline and persevere :). As well as take good care of them in KL since I can't be there with them :) May the Lord also take good care of my family while I'm away :)
I'll be back in Miri soon I hope :3 I am too awesome to be missed =P , Ngehehe =P

Because her smile means a lot to me :')

So today I went to school in hoping for band practice , but no... There was no band ==" , so yeah, I was kinda pissed. The world competition is coming up soon, and nobody is making an effort to request for intensive training ==" , WHY?!?!?!? They aren't serious at all D:!! So today My seniors brought the original band culture back into the band. Where the pumping is "1....(hold) up. 2...(hold)...up". We, the seniors calls that the "traditional pumping". It has been in the band for such a long time :) Today, we ,(Marcus, Audrey , Peterson , Charles and I) brought it back. I scolded the band. I shouted at them. I guess they finally saw my real attitude in band :( ,  don't like to scold them, but its for their discipline. I seriously don't like to scold my little brothers and sisters in the band , coz I love every single one of them :)

Today , my shipment from Kansas finally arrived :) , and I don't know why, but I am quite lazy to update my blog :3 , I wanna go to bed soon :3 , I need my daily 12 hours of sleep :3

I cry when I listen to love song. It really means what I feel.

Yesterday was like any other days having band practice , under the sun, tired and sweaty. I came to school around 10a.m and the band was practicing at the field behind the school. The weather was extremely hot , but with determination and love for music, the band still did their best :) I do pity them and I really wish I can help , but their is not much I can do :)

As the sun intensity was high, the marching percussions such as marching bass drums, marching snare drum and marching tenor drums are not supposed to be under the sun alot. Thus, I had to frequently move them so that they don't get out of tune due to the extreme heat. I put the drum in the shade, but the problem is there is too many "ucaks" in the school that have "itchy fingers" whom intend to touch the drums. So uncivilized. Those kind of people, I don't look at. I consider them as rubbish.

So I'm still waiting for my marching drumsticks to arrive... It has been so long D:!!! My friend said that he would be sending them on Monday. He said monday , but he didn't. Then he told me he would send it today , and hopefully he would do so. Because I hate waiting , and I am gonna leave soon , and and and (Karen Tan always says and like this) I helped my two friends to buy drumsticks for them as well. And I need to pass it to them as soon as possible. Gosh, sleepless nights thinking of the drumsticks D:!!! I need to make sure he sends the sticks! I will not get scammed AGAIN!!

If he sends my sticks today, I should receive them tomorrow. Hopefully everything will  be fine. I'm quite busy this week.

Sometimes, the only reason why you won't let go of what's making you sad is because it was the only thing that made you happy.

So here I am still waiting patiently in the school hall waiting for the band to finish. Since this morning after finished church D:!!! I'm tired, stinky , sweaty , fluffy and hungry D:!!! Gosh :'( ... But, its for the band , so ok I guess.... I'll be going back home late , and hopefully my parents doesn't scold me.... Yesterday I went home late so I got my first warning...M y parents usually don't agree me on returning home late...  My dad was a very straight disciplined person as my grand-dad was a military dude and I hear that he was a really bad ass father :D!!! Awesome :D!

So I'm still sitting down here blogging(if that is a word) on the table while keeping an eye on my little brothers and sisters in the band. I feel so old D:!!!! Sitting and waiting.... Its just not my thing :'( ..... I'm a very impatient guy and I demand food D:!!! I want food D:!!! Loads and loads of fattening food D:!!! Burgers D:!!! Fries D:!!! Onion rings D:!!! KFCK burgers :'( ..... I need food D:!! damn ==" , I guess I'll just shut up and start diet-ing....

The sound of the percussion is quite annoying , but I just have to get used to it :3 , I used to be annoying when playing too :) They(the band) should be very fortunate to have two well known coaches coaching the band. An here they are preparing to go to the World Competition :) , so proud of them :) , our band may be small ,but we are small and mighty :D!!!