One of the worst feelings is being forgotten by someone you'll never forget.

So today is my last day here in Kuala Lumpur :). I'll be back in my beloved home town , MIRI :D!!! I'll be stepping on Sarawak soil in no time :D! I was in high hope to go back and drive my beloved car as well as see my friends :) I wanna hang out with them :) I also wanna go and visit my beloved school :D!!! Gonna wanna see my friends especially my little brothers and sisters in the band :D! Oh yea , and give the presents to my little sisters and also brother :3

I've bought many many key chains from Sabah for my friends :) Since I'm now in KL , I taken the opportunity to do a little shopping for my two little sisters and my brother :) I've spent too much in Kl ==" , I'm out of cash even in my bank... But I guess for just this once , should be fine :D. ( I hope ) No more spending money like there is no tomorrow =="!!!!  I managed to buy something special for my two little sisters :D! Habis duit ==". Oh yea , and I managed to go and enjoy myself at mid valley personal shopping :D!

I was supposed to go back to Sarawak today (19/8/2011) but I guess something came up  and therefore I have to entertain it and stay here another two days. What could possibly happen :D!?!?!? (Finishes money next day ==)  I will , and when I say I will  so I will manage my money wisely^^!!! Watch me dad =P!!! I can managed my money all by myself =P!!!! (* money finishes once once again ==") wait and be patient then =P!

I'll be back this Sunday :) Just wait for me miri :D!!! Oh yea, and tomorrow there is a sponsored trip to Sunway Lagoon ==" I dun wanna go , its boring D:!!

There are times when it’s better to let things happen, rather than insisting on how we want them to be done ~

Today is my off day. a rest day for everyone :) , a day where everyone says "Have a break , have a kit kat" :). But not for me :). I'm studying my ass out. Studying 10 to 12 hours a day so that I can follow my dream to become a doctor :). Not because I had to ,  but because I want to :). My mum always say , "Follow your dreams" , and here I am following it but at the same time suffering ==". But I guess if you want something , you have to work hard for it :)

Here in KL , I had fun. There are some good times , and some bad :). But all in all , I find it quite enjoying. Without a doubt , I knew since the beginning , my life is interesting and full of surprises :). Never one day I think that tomorrow will bring nothing into my life :). So if I'm not mistaken , I should be back in Miri next week as the holiday season is on :). The spirit is here as I am looking forward to buy my Baju Melayu :) At the same time , I am still worried about my flight back to miri D:!!!! What if i dun get to go back to miri this coming holiday D:!!!??? GOSH =="!

Everyday , I always have a thinking about my friends and family back in my home town. How are they? Are they fine? Any recent news? And many other unanswered questions. Never one day I miss thought bout them. :) I too miss my band :). Hopefully everything will be stable when I go back :). Ohya, I CANT BELIEVE THE STUPID MUSIC STORE FORGET TO SEND THE QUOTATION FOR THE MARCHING TUBA TO MY SCHOOL D:!!!!! AGAIN D:!!!!!  This is one of the reason my blood pressure increases ==". I have to return to Sarawak to redo this quotation thinggy D:!!! I'm so tired figuring out this shit ==".

My friends in miri does not know how much I miss them :). Cindy Ling and Joseph has been keeping in touch with me :) And so has Daniel and Wilson :) I told them that I'll be back soon , and I will bring some souvenirs back too :) Cindy told me that she missed me so much , and has always mention me when in conversation with Cassandra :) So I was like AWW :') . Cindy also said that I am like an elder brother to her since she is the eldest and she has no elder brother :). I too told her that she is like a younger sister to me :) Both of them , Cassandra and Cindy are like my little sister that I never had :)

Joseph in the other hand is also like my little bro ^^ , just naughtier =P! But all in all, I miss my little brothers and sisters in the band :). Cindy told me to find and buy a teddy bear for Cassandra and herself . I went out yesterday the whole day , but I have yet to found a bear for them :) I'll go out again soon and look for the bears :). I also will buy something special for them, but I have to wait till I have cash ==". I can't believe I'm out of cash ==". What have I been spending on D:?!?!? Damn ==" , RM400 a week not enough la....

It Happened because it is a sign

Today the orientation for my university finally ended. HORAY :D!!! During the orientation closing ceremony , there were four performances that entertained the crowed. Among the performances were modern dance , duet and solo singers , magic act and choir perform my me and a group of other students. Stupid choir ==" , so malu D:!!! How was I involved in this D:?!?!?! Oh yea, I remembered ==" , a cute Kadazan girl asked if I wanted to join their choir ==". I was WEEK D:!!!! So I said Yes ==".... FML...

So two days ago, I decided to join the choir. I seriously thought it would be a good idea. But WADAFAQ D:?!?!?! We were supposed to have a practice session at night , but no... I have no idea why the girls did not show up. I was actually so pissed up , but I just shut up and sit down like an ass. I don't know about them , but I take music seriously. I wanted to scold people , but yeah... I'm an ass... Wasted my time... I actually wanted to do some bucket drumming , but I don't think there is enough time.....

Now finally it is the day I start studying again , but this time as a student in a higher learning institute :D!!! But my foundation has only three students in it ==". Haha... There is Kak Siti and my room mate , Harvie :) They are both from Sarawak :) Its good to have some Sarawak friends here :D! But then, now I partially forget how to speak Bahasa Melayu Sarawak ==". Now I am able to speak in Bahasa Melayu Sabah D:!!! OMG XD!!!! What happened to me =="!!!

So, now my main topic is SABAH GIRLS XD!!! OMG!!!!! AWESOME XD!!!! Melvin and I are enjoying ourselves here :D!! Haha =P!!!! But we will never forget our main purpose to come here, which is to pursue  a higher learning education to enable us to be a someone in the future :D! And not forgetting its the fasting month now :D!!! So happy fasting to those who are fasting :D! Gonna try to fast as well coz I wanna go on a diet :). Hari Raya soon :D! And I am planning to go home to my home town :D! Hopefully I can :) I miss everyone :D